I’m having one of those frustrating hormone triggered almost-everything-seems-to-annoy-me kind of days. I don’t get these kind of days often but when I do it’s like the very last drop of my patience and tolerance is tested. A part of me wishes I could find a scapegoat to lash out at and the other very rational side of me realizes that I need to get a grip and not let the emotions take over me. It’s these kind of days when it feels like everything that has been piling up has to get done and get done now.
On the up side, when I went home for lunch seeing Biggie helped a lot. Having a pet can be so therapeutic. Biggie was laying lazily on the floor sunbathing and the few minutes I spent scratching his belly and then letting him lick my chin helped me feel a little more at ease.
Okay enough of this bad mood vibe and venting. I have so much to be thankful for and instead I’m sitting here letting myself be sucked in by the negativity. It helped a lot to write this down and now it’s time to let those thoughts go and replace them with all the blessings I have and the things I have to be thankful for. I just remembered something my niece Madi gave me and it instantly put a smile on my face. I keep this in my car infront of the odometer reading.
Things always have a way of working themselves out.