Life · Motherhood · Parenthood

Fear, there is no room for you here.

Hi there, it’s been awhile for sure! Before I just jump right in I want to say that I hope that wherever you are reading this from, I pray that you, your family, loved ones, and friends are well, calm, and healthy. With all the news, misinformation, good information, and uncertainty that I’m sure many… Continue reading Fear, there is no room for you here.

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Be a good boy, Jesse 

15 minutes into the trail and I was as nervous as hell, half listening to Dakota and  half imaging that if I got tossed off this creature there were too many rocks around that would sadly catch my fall.  And Jesse sensed my tension.  I was hoping Celeste would be up for the horse back… Continue reading Be a good boy, Jesse 

Life · Motherhood

Perfect love casts out fear 

I am terribly afraid of heights, to the point that I have a tough time standing close to the rail on the second level of our local mall and looking straight down without feeling a bit of anxiety and flip flops in my stomach. Since becoming a mom I have gained some incredible courage that… Continue reading Perfect love casts out fear 

Life · The Triathlon

When someone believes in you

I am a huge advocate of words of affirmation, believing in oneself, and not letting fear getting in the way of accomplishing our deepest goals. Of course I realize it is one thing to promote it and another to follow through with it. Last year when I signed up for the Pasadena Triathlon (coming up… Continue reading When someone believes in you

Life · Motherhood

About a parent: My mortality 

   I have a bad habit of not really posting consistently when life things come up and then I find myself having to recap a few weeks back to bring myself up to date in order to write about what I want to share.  A few weeks ago my husband and I had a body… Continue reading About a parent: My mortality 

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It’s time to step out out of my comfy shell

  This morning my husband was sharing with me that the night before the topic at his meditation class was about fear, the things we are most fearful of. As he began to share some of what the teachers and students opened up about and I sat there listening, I could feel this knot in… Continue reading It’s time to step out out of my comfy shell

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Vulnerable and Humbled

The last few weeks I have begun to have moments at work where I feel very vulnerable about my job security, and it’s something I have never really felt before at any previous job. My last job before my current employment was working for a small steel construction company. I started to work there at… Continue reading Vulnerable and Humbled

Life · Parenthood · Travel · Zero to Hero - 30 Day Challenge

A Plane, A Toddler, & Two Inexperienced Parents

I can’t believe it’s taken me this long to share this, but it’s official, we are going to Japan! With our toddler. On a plane. For the first time. Woohoo!!! I am all at once beyond excited and nervous! But you know, I figure, if you’re going to make a decision to travel for the very… Continue reading A Plane, A Toddler, & Two Inexperienced Parents

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Let It Go

My dad likes to say that expression often and I remember sometimes hearing that would only further bother me and I would want to just roll my eyes because I would think to myself, sometimes it is just not that easy. But why is it that we want to hold on to feelings of frustration,… Continue reading Let It Go

Adventures of Biggie the bulldog · Life

Bulldog Security

What do you do when you’re three male guys coming back from the jacuzzi a little affer 10pm and then suddenly find yourselves confronted by “bulldog security”?  A few nights ago my husband and I were home relaxing and I dozed off on the couch next to Biggie. Around 10p my husband woke me up so that I could get ready… Continue reading Bulldog Security