Life

I’m only human

I wasn’t sure what to do with the song “Human” by Christina Perri when I first heard it. I had been having a particularly difficult day where I felt sad and unappreciated and just tired. I knew I wanted to share it on here, but I was unsure whether I would write any of my own thoughts to go… Continue reading I’m only human

Life

The dark side of happy

Every once in awhile my heart sinks into a place of melancholy that no one knows about. It doesn’t happen often and when it does it is only when I am alone and darkness has settled and the people I love are tucked away in their space, living their own struggles or enjoying their own… Continue reading The dark side of happy

CSULB - My College Experience

Like Fingers Wrapped Around My Neck

I should be working on my research paper that is due on Thursday but instead I am sitting here needing to write because I feel like the emotions I am having right now are like fingers wrapped around my neck, choking me slowly. I am almost scared to put this out there because I am… Continue reading Like Fingers Wrapped Around My Neck

CSULB - My College Experience · Life · Marriage · Parenthood

A purse and diaper bag kind of day

I realize I’ve been, once again, thoroughly inconsistent with my writing/posting so I’m trying something new. I’ve decided that Thursday evenings will be my writing day. Yes, I should be reading, studying, washing our daughters dishes, getting her food ready for tomorrow, and countless other things, yet I also should be writing because I love it… Continue reading A purse and diaper bag kind of day

Movies

Les Miserables – In My Life/A Heart Full of Love

I am in love with the soundtrack to the musical and the movie Les Miserable. My husband and I have seen the musical twice and a few days ago we had the chance to see the movie and it was a phenomenal experience. There were some things that I didn’t quite catch when we saw… Continue reading Les Miserables – In My Life/A Heart Full of Love

Life · Our Pregnancy

Relief

Sometimes I get a little antsy or anxious and I find that when I write it’s like this current passes through me and the feelings spill through my fingers with each word that I create and clarity always seems to follow. My thoughts are a jumble right now so bear with me… Today I start my 32nd week in… Continue reading Relief

Life

Joy

It’s been an overwhelming past few days, not in a negative way though. So many beautiful things have happened and the emotion is so overwhelming that I don’t quite know what to do with it. You know that pain you feel when you’re heartbroken or something very bad has happened? Well I feel the depth… Continue reading Joy

Life · Meditation

Acknowledging Emotions

I’ve been thinking a lot about Zen and meditation these past few days. I ended up taking a break again because I was finding that I wasn’t going as often as I should and wasting a good deal of money every month. I still plan on going back again but not until after I finish… Continue reading Acknowledging Emotions

CSULB - My College Experience · Life

Option A: The Gym, Option B: Emotional Breakdown

Have you ever had one of those days where an overflow of emotions and tears seems to be just a blink away? Well this morning I nearly let my emotions get the best of me and the day could’ve easily turned into a disaster.   After my husband left for class I suddenly became so overwhelmed, emotional, and… Continue reading Option A: The Gym, Option B: Emotional Breakdown

Adventures of Biggie the bulldog

For Bulldog Lovers: First Ever “Bullytin” Flyer

I’m so excited! SoCal Bulldog Rescue printed their first ever “Bullytin” Flyer this past weekend and distributed it at their annual Bulldog Beauty Contest in Long Beach. Yes, you read that right a beauty contest for bulldogs because bulldogs are beautiful! A couple months ago SCBR asked those of us who had success stories to share of… Continue reading For Bulldog Lovers: First Ever “Bullytin” Flyer