Life · Motherhood

Hope for the Mom

Before kids I would pick up a book and breeze through it. Since having my girls though I’ve developed quite a bad habit of picking up a book and then somewhere along the way I end up setting it down for weeks or even months on end. I sometimes wonder if it’s really a bad… Continue reading Hope for the Mom

Life · Motherhood

Technical difficulties

I really wanted to blog today but I’m running into some technical difficulties that I’m too frustrated right now to try fixing. So, this will be a Cliff notes version of what I originally intended to share because I’m posting from my very small phone. To give you some back story on why I’m on… Continue reading Technical difficulties

Life

The Greatest Hope

Since going back to work again this Tuesday I’ve had a hard time being able to find quiet space before getting ready for work to journal and read my bible. That being said though, I’m happy to say I have not broken my intention to improve my morning habits. That means no reaching for mindless… Continue reading The Greatest Hope

Life

My Weapon Is A Melody

Since I can remember music has been a powerful source of comfort, escape, self expression, and so much more for me. One of my fondest memories was singing in the school choir during my middle school years. I always felt alive when I was singing or performing on stage and probably one of my biggest… Continue reading My Weapon Is A Melody

Life · Motherhood · Parenthood

Let the calm come in

In the messy chaos and beauty that is motherhood for me, I think of these words. I am still feeling the lingering effects of last night’s emotional yet beautiful moment that I experienced with Celeste. Every morning I wake up and pray to God and ask him to help me be more patient, to not… Continue reading Let the calm come in

Life · Motherhood

The lonely voice of a mom

I am a lonely voice in the dark. Sitting here on our bathroom floor it hits me that I have become a line I once read in a book. I am so emotionally and physically exhausted it feels like my body is floating. All I want to do is close my eyes and cry. For… Continue reading The lonely voice of a mom

Life · Motherhood

If not Jesus, what then?

I woke up with a bit of a heavy heart today. I didn’t feel it though until after I had already dropped off Elysse at my parent’s place and Celeste at school. I felt the heaviness as I drove out of the parking lot of Celeste’s school and because I knew what was coming I… Continue reading If not Jesus, what then?

Life

When you feel half empty 

I had a very emotional moment just now. I was finishing nursing Elysse and as she lay in my arms deep in sleep I felt the tears streaming down my face and a myriad of thoughts flooding my mind.  Thoughts that made me feel sad, lonely, empty and insecure. Thoughts that make me want to… Continue reading When you feel half empty 

Life · Movies

Excellent Movie: “I Am” directed by Tom Shadyac

My husband and I saw the movie “I Am” tonight and loved it, it’s an excellent movie that reminds you to reflect on how it is that you want to live your life and treat people and also to ask yourself where your heart is. What truly matters in life is not competition, greed, and winning…it’s… Continue reading Excellent Movie: “I Am” directed by Tom Shadyac

Holidays

Farewell 2010

There’s a different feeling in the air today, like a good friend that’s leaving you after being by your side during happy times and seeing you through tough ones, and introducing you to someone new.    As I reflect on all the different things that happened this year I’m so thankful to God for all our blessings, and… Continue reading Farewell 2010